Yea i havent posted a journal in a while cuz i haven't really been on alot. Times have been really hard with the economy slipping.. hopefully things will get better. Currently, i have not been riding in a lesson for two months since we simply cant afford it.. im really getting "horse sick" and i'm missing my lessons more and more every day... I only used my new saddle once in a lesson.. it was great i loved it. but yea so i've been kinda getting down lately cuz i havent been able to do pretty much anything i want...i miss my horsey friends at my stable so much and its been sooooo long since ive even seen a horse! its making me sad i know it seems silly but horses are my life.. and i feel like a part of my life is missing now. hopefully things will turn around for me and ill get to ride again sometime soon... i dont want pity i was just looking for somewhere to let my feelings out. the only thing thats really going good for myself is that i have a great best friend and an amazing boyfriend. thats about it though, oh and im doing fairly well in school too ^^