OK so yeah... i don't know if anyone cares but i haven't written a journal in forever!!! my life has changed so much since my last journal. the boyfriend is bye bye, but a new one is in view ;D. haven't ridden in horse lessons in almost a year, really sad but hoping to go back soon. and im finally home from florida!!! my last trip was so crappy! im so glad to be home.... and my kitty named bear had kittens!! i live pretty far from most of you but in a few months if you want a kitten feel free to ask XD my kitty had 5! so theres plenty to go around. it was pretty shocking. so yeah not going back to bella vista next year sadly but hopefully my life wont be too different with homeschooling... bleh XP so anyways heres a quiz that i felt like doing out of boredom


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Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (cheek? family?)
SO FAR:1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 6

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 7

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 9

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 13

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 17

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 21

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 22

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 25

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 27

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 29

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 32

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 34

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 38

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 42

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 44

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 44

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 44

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 46

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (constantly)
SO FAR: 50

Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been too scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 52

Level 24
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 52

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 54

Level 26
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 58

Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 61

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 63

Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 68

Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 69 (lol!)

Yea i havent posted a journal in a while cuz i haven't really been on alot. Times have been really hard with the economy slipping.. hopefully things will get better. Currently, i have not been riding in a lesson for two months since we simply cant afford it.. im really getting "horse sick" and i'm missing my lessons more and more every day... I only used my new saddle once in a lesson.. it was great i loved it. but yea so i've been kinda getting down lately cuz i havent been able to do pretty much anything i want...i miss my horsey friends at my stable so much and its been sooooo long since ive even seen a horse! its making me sad i know it seems silly but horses are my life.. and i feel like a part of my life is missing now. hopefully things will turn around for me and ill get to ride again sometime soon... i dont want pity i was just looking for somewhere to let my feelings out. the only thing thats really going good for myself is that i have a great best friend and an amazing boyfriend. thats about it though, oh and im doing fairly well in school too ^^

IM HOME ALL!!!! yes thats right im finally home and O.M.G. so many deviations @_@ i will try and comment on everyones deviations though it may take me a while because theres is almost a hundred! well anyways im so glad to be back!!

Yeah as most of you know im leaving for florida on monday. i probably wont be able to go on the computer very much if at all but we'll see. anyways im leaving for a month so i wont be able to see you guys for a whole month so ill miss all of you and ill try to post some journals of how my trip is going when im there if i have a chance to use the computer. anyways everyone have an awesome summer without me lol

Hey i wanted to make a new journal for fun.. so yea summer has been awesome hanging out with chuck. its so much fun and its awesome that we have no homework and less stress!!! my mouth is finally better and im getting ready to go to florida soon so that will be super fun! horse lessons have been going just ok nothing special i did kinda bad last week but oh well. everyone has there bad days right? anyways so yea going to some parties this summer that will be fun and yea... so thats all for now see ya! oh yea and i drew a new tiger picture at kellys that i really like and im posting it right now!